
In Memory of
Larry Money Baliese
My own story
This was hard to discuss for years
6:12 a.m.
Every morning at 6:12 a.m., before the sun fully rose, the old man sat on the same bench by the pond.He brought a thermos. Poured one cup. Then just… sat.
No phone. No book. No noise.
At first, people thought he was lonely.
But birds gathered near him. A stray dog curled at his feet. Even the water seemed calmer when he was there.

One morning, a young woman sat beside him. She looked exhausted—the kind that sleep doesn’t fix.
After a while, she asked,
“How do you do it?”
“Do what?”
“Sit like this… without needing anything.”
He smiled slightly.
“I used to need everything—answers, control, outcomes. I thought peace came after I fixed it all.”
He looked out at the water.
“Turns out… peace shows up when you stop trying to carry what was never yours.”
She sat quietly.
“Doesn’t that feel like giving up?” she asked.
“No,” he said. “It feels like telling the truth about what you can’t control… and trusting that it doesn’t all depend on you.”
The sun began to rise.
Soft gold stretched across the pond.
For the first time in a while, she took a real breath.
“Will you be here tomorrow?” she asked.
He nodded.
No program. No instructions.
Just people learning—slowly—that maybe they didn’t have to carry everything.
And every morning at 6:12, the old man poured one cup of coffee…
as the sun decided to rise again.